feeling bad about myself when i really shouldn’t be.
in all honesty, yes, i really don’t do much moving at all during the day. but i do try to work out every single day, and soon i’ll start tanning sometimes. i just…can’t really think of things to do during the day, honestly. if nobody’s home tomorrow i think i’m gonna clean up my room and then dust the house because i just don’t have anything better to do. there’s nothing even good on tv during the day. teenage white girl problems.
but anyway, i really have gotten myself some form of exercise, big or small, every day this week. i haven’t been eating much because i haven’t done much during the day - i usually eat one or two meals a day. i wanna keep it this way the whole summer. i will soon be fabulous.
i might not like the way i look right now but everyone tells me how good i look and i really do look so much better than i did before. it can only get better from here and the progress i’ve made right now is great.