it’s kind of hard to transition from liking you to not liking you.

i still have a sort of selfish desire to talk to you when no one else does, and i still get kind of jealous for no reason when i see you talking to others. i kind of have to remind myself that i don’t like you anymore to put myself back in a good mood and remember that it doesn’t really matter who you pay attention to, because i don’t want you.

brain is dumb.